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Oooooo... this space seems familiar...

*Brushes away the cobwebs*

As i enter this space again, I face a mirror and I see myself staring back... Poor guy.. what has happened of u huh???
Yes.. That person seems familiar... but changed a lot...
Why were u away ??? He asks me... I have no answer.... cuz I was plain bored, I think....

Boredom... He is my best friend nowadays... I get bored doing anything... I was even bored to eat one day that I fasted for the first time in my life... and then I suffered the most severe of heart burns that I had ever experienced... Oh yes.. now im even bored of getting the heart burns.... Im bored of even taking a bath the day I am supposed to go out...

hmmm... boredom... Let me see why I am so fucking bored...

I have quit my job... I have no career... I couldnt get through to any program abroad this year, so will be applying again for next year...
Im also applying for a new job now... New job just so that I shouldnt get a gap in my CV... doesnt matter if u like doing the shitty work or not... I mean, people spend their entire lifetime doing jobs they dont like, I just want to do it for 1 year... ONE YEAR :O that seems pretty long... but what the heck, If Im paid 20K +, Im even ready to clean toilets for that...

So basically Im doing nothing sitting at home... Oh yes... Im doing a wonderful job of irritating my parents by sitting at home... also Im adjusting my biological clock to US standard time, by sleeping at 3 AM and getting up at 11 AM...
Also I have started reading a LOT !!! Ive read a lot of books, biographies, adventure stories, etc...
And I watch movies.. I have a huge collection... everything from french, italian, russian and bosnian movies... subtitles of course...
and yes oh yes.. Im a super net addict... I cant stay without my internet for a single day, except when im out for a trek of course!! Dunno what I do on the net, nothing constructive, just going through the recent research articles, playing scrabble, chatting a bit, and arguing in formula1 forums .... now i am bored of that too...

So basically, Im an overeducated, unemployed, good-for-nothing son for my parents...
I sleep in my sleeping bag nowadays instead of my bed... so that when my parents have enough of me and they throw me out of the house, at least I would had been accustomed to sleeping in my sleeping bag....
I have started putting on weight... and I am still trying to figure out which course of study should I pursue further...
There is course A, B and C... I considered a course D for a while too but rejected it...
Course A is a backup for course B, incase I dont get it... but its A (and not B) cause Now I feel that I should do A and not B cause ill get bored by doing B in the future... Confused?? Well, welcome to my world of confusion superimposed by boredom !!
And of course, there is course C.. haha.. how can I forget that... I have started preparing for C... I havent heard of anyone from my backgroud doing C.. so I would be one of the very handful like me, If I get through for C.... but Mera naseeb hi G***u hai to main bhi kya karu yaar !!!

So what was i doing the couple of months gone by???????
Simple... Trekking, trekking, trekking.... and yes... some more trekking....
coupled with cycling and photography, though the cycling has taken a bit of a backseat now due to rains...
4 treks on 4weekends in June, taking my total tally to 94 treks... and have targetted 100 by the end of this season...
The 100th trek I want to be a solo trek... and the most difficult trek of my trekking history... Like, one slip and I die... Oooooooooooooo... that thought itself sends a chill down my spine...
Cant wait for number 99 to get over.... Zankhan would had been so proud of me... hehehe...
And I am traveling a lot with my friends too... I was never so closed to my friends that I am now... Suddenly I have realized I have so many of them... Wow...
Life should had been better.. But alas its far far away from being better... but I know, my day of reckoning will arrive sooner than later...